Wow, mind is blown 9

[Uphill]

It's been a really funky day today, started out fine and now I seem to be bouncing back and forth between being ok with what is happening in my life then back to thoughts of XF and all our good times.

The thoughts of being ok with it, I think are coming from the fact that I am noticing more and more that I am getting looks. Nothing more but a look from an attractive female feels good.

The thoughts of XF are along the lines of m, obviously all the good memories, having my family back together (especially for S4) and the gut wrenching thought of her eventually being with somebody else.

None of these are hanging around long but it feels like a ping pong ball bouncing around my head. Constantly thought but they are all over the place...