It's kind of hard to explain it. Yes, I read it. The thing is my W is sort of different, I guess. I keep going back to her past (including childhood) and the affect it has on her thought processes today. One of her biggest things she has said is that I should have known things and never needed her to say it. Also, she is pretty skittish when about the heart and seems to run when things get bad.
That leads me to say what I did about going all out. I have been practicing Sandi's 37 pretty faithfully, although I do slip once in a while. I think that if I go too far and really quit showing interest, then she (in her mind) may think I have quit or just don't want her or whatever, therefore pushing the "leave" button even more. Although that may be all in my mind...
I guess in reality I am just scared to go to any extreme because - in her mind- it may push her even further down that road. She has said numerous times that she sometimes perceives things wrong but her mind sticks with it, if that makes sense.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
