Keeping you in my prayers tonight. Things do get better. Time is your friend. If you can slow things down to make it easier, then do it. It's okay to cry and release. Can you get some medication for your depression? I was on medication the first time my H went through his MLC (15 years ago) and it really helped me stay clear headed ( that's a whole different story). It didn't necessarily help stop the crying, but it helps control the anxiety.
Didn't you say that your H would have to take care of you financially because you cannot work right now? Hopefully you can leave that worry for your L to deal with.
