It's really hard when the pain we feel is the one that was injected in a child's life.
I know exactly the feeling and how much it hurts because we can't change anything about it. We can't lesser the wounds in the heart of a child.
Well, it's amazing that he still wants to have bonding time with his dad. One thing is for sure. As time goes by the distance gets bigger and bigger and one day your WH will look at all this with so much regret.
There are infinite number of stories of people that regret a lot when it is then too late to cry the milk spilled.
This is indeed a very particular time in your life. As much as you want things to just be normal as usual, they are not. This will get better, you will feel a lot easy once the whole D ordeal is done.
We come here and don't want to D, but at some point when we are walking on that path, then we want it done so we can start over and not be so suspended in the air anymore.
It's also somehow good that life will start being a little more real for your WH. Some people need to go through whatever they plant in their mind, and it is only on the other side that they will see it better.
Your WH was busy trying to move on, now he is busy doing his D, then once he is all done, loneliness start settling in.
I am happy you cried a little, it's better out then in.
*** Did you see that V is planning to meet RD? If this works, then we will sure plan something on that line.
Take care beautiful. By the way, what is the perfume, I need to get some for myself.