Hey Zephyr,

Yes I am still too attached. I will re-read the sections on it. I find I have to read this stuff over and over before it starts to make sense.

Yes she is still WW. I just have this hope...Just seems I am making a better life for me and just waiting for her to drop the next bomb. I know that this is what DB is preparing myself for this worse case scenario. Its just hard to see it happening, even after all that has happened so far I am still in denial about how bad it is. I am not letting go till she has completely, even then I hope I can. I survive by looking at today. right now. getting through it. Sleep and take on the next day.

I replied to my W email at the end of the day. She didn't respond. I just said ok I will pick us glue on the way home. Is it just that simple, or was she playing an angle, checking up on me.

OK you say to start thinking what is best for me and my kids. So everything I do I should be thinking that going forward.


Me late 30's
W mid 30's
T 15, M 10
S4, S7
ILYBNILWY June 2015
In house S July 2015
W rings off Oct 2015
My ring off Feb 2015
Separate houses June 2016