Thank you so much for your kind words and sharing your experiences with me. Yes, it is hard. I can't stop thinking of her as my wife, and therefore her actions are hurting me. The reality of how we have gone from talking everyday, all day, to know not even hearing from her some days to brief interactions another, [censored]
I do need to find some activity to keep me busy and hopefully allows my mind to just focus at the task at hand.
ILYNOT, thank you for checking up on me. I am holding up ok, remaining strong. I am not going to give her the satisfaction of seeing me weak anymore. Working on forgiveness, self-discovery, self-love, respect, care, acceptance. Detachment.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
