Honestly, yesterday and today were awful. Cried all day yesterday, and today wasn't much better. Had to go see L bright and early since H is pushing D now. I'm in a weird spot...I don't want to be divorced, but I don't want to be married to H as he is now, either. I'm petrified of the future and don't know how I'm to support myself only able to work part time. Trying to remember "one day at a time", but I'm just so scared.
Have to meet with insurance investigators tomorrow with H to discuss the incident with the car. NOT looking forward to having to rehash all that, especially with H right there.
Prayers, please. I'm feeling so vulnerable and frightened.
