"I did this for 10+ months which isn't a very long time but it was until about a month after her first A. Then I stopped."
Why? You just re-enforced the idea that you were only doing those things to get her back and that you hadn't really changed. You just showed that your changes weren't real.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
