I don't know if I am gaining ground or not. My judgement is clouded by how much I want this to be on the mend. If I text her, I get an immediate response 90% of the time. She wants to do "family type stuff" together. Has followed me when I have walked away, to keep talking. Has told me about her plans. Hasn't told the kids that she wants this to be permanent... etc.

So I see things, but she has not came out and said anything. We haven't done anything that is just the two of us either.

Trying to have no expectations is tough with my hopes.

I know it could all be nothing, but maybe...


35
3 boys
Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....