A lot of what I already would say is said. But Ill add my thoughts in blue.

so this friday before entering the retreat she txt me thi
"are you going to want to sit down adn come to an agreement for the girls sake or not? so we can determine when your visitation will be and get this over with? this is the last time im going to ask you.my only condition is if we meet you do not come on to me strictly about the kids only.
This isnt the nicest or most civil text, but I think the message is clear. She wants to arrange a system for you to be able to see your girls. She wants it to be about you and your time with them.

i didnt txt until saturday night, i txt her this
"I appreciate you concerning for the girls sake 6 weeks later. Right off the bat, you attack her? Why would you be at a disagreement on this? She is trying to arrange for YOU to see YOUR KIDS. Which is what youve been upset about this whole time.

right now im finding myself and most importantly im building a relationshiop with the Lord. so i can be the best father they have ever had.
So you are going to be the "best father" by foregoing the chance to see them?

funny thing is you have that sand footprint tatoo in your fee and thats what he just told me, he has been carrying me all this time and ive never been alone.
So, her text is about the business of arranging visitation, and you start talking about her tattoo....?

jesus is amazing. we will determine my visitation for the girls soon. right now im investing in the lord so i can be the best father for the best interest in the girls. so it wont be when ever you decide to meet, it will be im ready, God bless you.
As others said, she extended the olive branch, and you shot it down. I AGREE that you need to work on yourself. But in lieu of your R with your W. NOT INSTEAD OF SPENDING TIME WITH YOUR CHILDREN.


soon after that she replies
"once again im tying to move forward with this in the most civilized and positive way and your respond with you negativity and think its positive because you disguise it with the lord? i have had the children these past 6 weeks and i attempted to let you speak to them and you didnt behave positively which is why i didnt allow you to speak to them ( lies, i just told her she needed help) Instead continued to harrass me and have others contact me as well. but thtats fine if you want to continue to be absent and not step up as a father in a positive matter tahts on you. i tried. you always said that if i told you i w anted things to end you would be civilized and that hasnt been the case at all. i hope you understand that God has nothing to do with all the legal matters we need to take care of.
Im not going to get into it about your faith. Thats not my place. But as I said before, I think you are presenting a very one sided overview of your relationship here, and I dont think its the whole story. While her texts are hurtful and theres a decent amount of spew in there, I do think she is trying to be civil and understanding.

so i answer her this
you also told me you are weak when it comes to hard times and you alwasy run. you run from your problems. But yet im still here fighting.
Fighting for....what....exactly? It sounds to me like you are fighting to be [color:#CC0000]RIGHT. To be declared "Most Virtuous" or something. It does not sound like you are fighting for whats best for your family.[/color]

i will not let you ruin my day after spending the weekend with the Lord. I ask you kindly to take your negativity with you. You will no longer disrespect me. yes you saying im hiding me hiding the lords is an insult.. Its a shame what decidfullness has let you to be. if only you would accept Jesus in your life that would be for the interest of our girls. but only you can make that decision not me.
Sigh. Its not about you and her right now. It's. About. You. And. Your. Children.

she answer this to close it.
"ok im not going back and forth with you. i understand that youre going through some sort of awakening so dont worry ill resolve this on my own like always.
And, here is the not so surprising result.


I really am sorry that you are going through all of this, angel. It's probably the worst thing that you will experience. But, you arent making things easier on yourself. Thats for sure. Im not exactly sure what you are trying to do, but I cant imagine that you are progressing towards any of your goals.