Sorry to hear that. Although you still never answered my questions on your other thread. Your relationship can still be saved even after the D.
To be honest, it sounds like you'd rather hold onto your pride and not open yourself up and play the victim rather than actually doing something about this.
I get it that you're hurting. Hell, we all are/were in your shoes. But unless you decide to do something about this, nothing will change.
That slideshow was the WORST thing you could have done. ESPECIALLY based on your last interaction with her.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.