XH contacts kids:any thoughts

[peacetoday]

My D got another message tonight

This is the just of it:

Im sorry I did not caller Skype you
I am really nervous about this
I don't want to hurt you anymore
I failed you and sibling as a father
I wish I had the courage to be the father I needed to be
and sometimes I think it would be better to not be in your life at all
I feel really guilty and I think about it everyday
I know how much I hurt you and brother
I hope one day we can restore our relationship
but I have some things I have to work through
it is not you it is me and all the things Ive done and been through
I will call you i just need more time
I hope you can understand

Thanks
Peace