still havent heard from my wife

[Fogg]

Angel, you have so much to work on and my initial suspicions about there being much more to what you were saying are now confirmed by those messages you have posted.

manipulation, manipulation, manipulation
You keep calling out her manipulation of you but all I see is you manipulation her. YOU MANIPULATING HER, did you read that? I know you did but I highly doubt your listening. BD usually wakes us up to being able to see our own problems but you seem cemented in them still. You continue to place all the blame on her instead of actually looking at your own role in things. Worse, you use your sudden movement toward God to seem morally superior to her and then attack her, trying to guilt what shes doing. Don't think for a second that because shes the one leaving the M and going against God wishes that your actions are consistent with what God wants from us. I despise those that use religion in the way you are right now.

You tell us this story of whats happened but then it goes against whats actually happening. You tell us shes not let you see the kids in over a month but then we find out you attempted to guilt her when she did. You tell us shes abusing them but then when it might push her away suddenly its not an issue.

Ill stop now because I could go on and on. Your thread honestly infuriates me for many reasons. I wish I could hit you with a real 2x4 to wake you up. You don't see why shes left(I can start seeing why), but continue to focus on what shes done wrong instead of actually doing REAL work on yourself. (Don't think going to God and realizing you weren't' there emotionally for her is enough) Get your [censored] together before you lose your D's also. You still have the chance to turn everything around but not if you continue to act the way you have.