Wife wants to separate at end of school year

[Bhuda1]

I am up against aw all that my wife has built up around herself due to my actions of the past. When I did something that she disagreed with, she never told me and hence thought she was ok with my decisions, In hindsight, I should have been less selfish, less irresponsible and thought out my decisions before acting on them,

I wish she would have expressed her thoughts but I do take most of the blame in where our relationship is at present. My wife is strong willed, very secure and confident. Exactly what I was like when we met. Over the years I became the exact opposite.