It really sucked...I don't like being on an emotional rollercoaster. My H and I have talked by phone and face-to-face on each of the 3 days. He can't understand that him simply leaving added a whole new level of hurt to the issues that we already had. He has also developed this new angle of everything that's wrong in our marriage. Of course, most of the new angle is 100% my fault. I'm more than willing to take some blame but not all of it!

I took the day off today but have to get the game face back on for work tomorrow. I've got alot on my plate at work and cannot afford to get too unfocused right now.

We're going back to see the counselor on Weds. It should be interesting.