Hi Avanti. This is where it gets tricky , your feelings will change and one day you will want W back and the next you may not Time my friend holds all the akwars How you have come on is amazing and you should be proud. Doubts will always raise their heads and only you can deal with them.
Is you W lost and in a MLC or is she gone and done with you ? Your W may not even be able to answer this one but you certainly can't. All you can do is to decide ( when your ready ) how you feel about W
If you were to meet a new lady that showed you the love and caring that you deserve would you still want W ? Or is W the o e for you ? Any answer you give today may not be valid tomorrow or in 6 months.
Time is on your side and step back from your thinking about your feelings for now and just be.
Your W sounds like a classic MLC and trying to recapture her ( fantasy version. ) youth. Ocean going yacht !!!
When and if W decides to return to planet earth then you get to take control and you decide the outcome. Either way continue on your path young grasshopper and the way will become clear.
