I know it's probably for the best. I know that marrying him was a stupid decision, and I'm not a stupid person. I KNEW about the lack of interest in sex. I KNEW that he wasn't as financially responsible. Yet, I still never expected this.
I can't even focus; I don't know how I got through work yesterday. I'm working today but taking Mon. off for some mental R&R. I couldn't even do my workout this morning...I'm in week 4 of a running program and just couldn't my mental game on. I have talked to my counselor a couple of times and to my boss's wife (also a counselor), so I do have professional help as needed.
