Last night was just surreal...kind of like when we were dating and I would wait for his phone call. Both kids were still at their friends, so it was just me and the dog. I did sleep some, mostly from mental exhaustion.
It bothers me that he just left while I was at work; it bothers me even more that he didn't even say goodbye to my kids who have been his stepkids for almost 2 years. The worst is our dog (chocolate lab) though. She keeps going to the window waiting for "daddy" to come home. We got her 2 weeks before we got married, so she's never been without us. Seeing her confusion hurts alot.
