I must admit asitis, it made me uncomfortable. After so many years of being with XF, my mind was racing with the what ifs. Don't get me wrong it did feel good to realize what was going on, it just didn't feel right if that makes any sense?

Also on top of what was happening at the pub, I had the S4 conversation on my mind the whole time. Maybe my mind just wasn't in the right place at that time?

Last edited by Uphill; 10/24/15 01:52 PM.
Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home