After reading your last post I need to say that I admire you a lot and many times look forward to all your wisdom.
One thing that makes me really proud of you is that you are facing it all with honesty. You are face reality and working on real issues related to you and others.
You are indeed learning and I am sure the if there is a next person in your life, it will be a lucky one. You have lots to offer and became a woman only a fool would live.
Be very proud of yourself and see how much you have done and progressed. I know the wounds are there and they hurt a lot. But with time, you will become happier and find the life you deserve, maybe with someone that will love you and value and respect you for all what you are.
Hanging in there sis, life will get better for us.
