confused newbie 5

[dday]

You guys are right. It's just me being overly optimistic. I think I need a psychology class so I can understand things sometime.

I fought depression and was negative for a long time. For the last year, I have been on meds, and seeing a counselor, and seem to be getting through most of my junk. Part of it is retraining myself to look at the bright side. Part of that is opening up and baring my soul more. No I have to throttle that all back on this subject.

But, at least the fall colors on the trees are awesome here. Very pretty, and something to look at as a diversion sometumes