See, my problem is that I look at everything as a possible sign she wants to reconcile. If she is just doing it for appearances, then I want no part of it. I love my kids, want to make them happy, but I think this crap confuses them along with me.
I want to be there with them, but I want to really be a happy family, not just appear as one
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
