I was having a fairly good day emotionally and mentally today. I picked up S4 to take him to XF's place after work. He started asking me when he comes back to my house. I told him I will see him Saturday and we have some fun plans for the weekend. Then came the heart breaker... He asked if mom could come to my house so we can be a family. It caught me WAY off guard and I asked him to repeat himself so I could gather my thoughts. He said that he wants mom to live at dads house again so we can be a family! I assured him that if it is possible I will do anything I can to make it happen.
It tore me up so bad I stopped after dropping him off and had a few beers. It hurt so bad to have my child say something like that and not be able to promise him that I will make it happen
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
