Thanks Judy, I love the butterfly comparison. Mutatio, you are right that I set myself up for disappointment, no expectations right? I see why they teach that.
I believe that we will be together again, after she sees the reality of her decision. I think that the belief is holding me back somewhat, but I don't think I should let it go. Maybe I should?
This is all tough, and more so than I would have ever thought. I've seen others go through D, and it seems they are better so much sooner. Better actors?
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
