Well, I signed the D papers in front of a notary today. They will be signed by the judge tomorrow. I don't even have to be in court - my L is taking care of it. Just like that - 18 months of this crap - and I will be divorced. All my life, I felt like a winner. I was very confident in my relationships, talents, job, etc. Today, I feel like such a failure.
On one hand, limbo suck$, so I'm glad it's coming to an end.
On the other hand, there's that feeling of loss and grieving that still occupies my thoughts. Crazy, I know, considering how she ended our M.
Unfortunately, feelings for someone don't suddenly stop just because they hurt us. I could use prayers and support tomorrow.
"Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end."
Me: 34 W: 30 Together: 11 years Married: 4 years BD: 4/2014 A Discovered: 5/2014 WW Filed: 7/2014 Separated: 8/2014 Divorced: 10/2015
