Wow, mind is blown 9

[beckyb]

I understand what you are saying. I really miss the intimacy, affection and physical touch with another person. I'm sure you do too.

I have a very vivid memory and am constantly seeing things we did here and there (not necessarily sex but sometimes) and remembering things he did for me in detail. It's torture. In times like this a little memory loss would be a good thing.

I think it will take us living enough of our new life to have new memories to replace the old.