While my mind is all messed up I'm trying to sort out any reason I may feel the way I do. I am leaning towards the idea that maybe my moods have to do with the fact that I'm living in "our" home? Too many memories in the walls, from buying, remodeling, starting a family, parties and just living here. There isn't a place in this house I can look without picturing us doing something. If i can narrow it down to this I will most likely sell this home and build or buy a new one. Just rambling about my thoughts but there may be something more to it?


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home