Hi Mustardseed! Last month you reached out to warn me. I want you to know how much I appreciate that. Sadly, it turns out you were correct. His venom literally caused me to have a breakdown. I spent the weekend under suicide watch.
Moving on, once I started thinking clearly again, I remembered your thread and kindness. Knowing that I wasn't alone in this nightmare has been more of a comfort than you can ever know. I resisted the truth for a very long time, thinking I was somehow going to save H from himself. After all that has transpired, I realize he doesn't want help, and I need to be worrying about ME.
I just want to thank you again. Reading through your thread now with the new eyes, I see so many similarities. This hurts, to know I was so blind. I want it not to be true, but know absolutely it is. How did you deal with things right after your H really showed his ugliness?
