A lot more bad, things have settled down a bit on the "drama" and "bs" fronts. I guess you could say back then I was in panick mode. Every little thing got to me. Every move cut like a knife. Now those things either don't happen or don't bother me as much as they once did. BUT I still feel like a shell of myself. The anxiety is way down. The nerves have settled. I just have to get over the happy hurdle yet.
Youll get there. Keep finding things that make you happy, and youll have minutes or hours or days where you feel happy. The it will grow to weeks. Then youll think "huh. why am I UNhappy now?"
Originally Posted By: Uphill
PS. I changed my handle before you registered
Yeah. I was reading on here many months before I registered.
