A lot more bad, things have settled down a bit on the "drama" and "bs" fronts. I guess you could say back then I was in panick mode. Every little thing got to me. Every move cut like a knife. Now those things either don't happen or don't bother me as much as they once did. BUT I still feel like a shell of myself. The anxiety is way down. The nerves have settled. I just have to get over the happy hurdle yet.

PS. I changed my handle before you registered wink

Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home