Wow, mind is blown 9

[Uphill]

No way azz, I appriciate the thoughts more than you will ever know.

No, I have not always relied on her for happiness. That is why I don't understand why I feel like a shell of myself now?

Almost everybody I see tells me how happy I seem since she left. But deep down, I know that I've been trying to fake it until I make it... I do have good days, I have bad days. But overall my life just feels blah. I've been faking it so long that I feel like a fake when I look in the mirror. I wear a smile but it's not a real one.