Personally, I do not even want to see my W right now. I guess that is not detached then right? When I am not around her, I feel back to normal, but when I am with her, I feel confused and uncomfortable. That is one reason the coldness comes out. Self preservation?

I will try and be more friendly, and still be as close to dark as I can

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3 boys
Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....