confused newbie 5

[dday]

You're right az. I so want to know the ending. Tired of limbo. I don't want the D at all, but if it has to happen, I wish it would be quick.

The ending I want is to be back home in a happy marriage. At this point, I don't know what steps I can take to make that happen. I feel that it's all up to her, and I have gone as dark as possible for the last week. She seemed to want to talk more when she saw me, and has texted me a few times. I haven't responded though, which I would have in the past.

I am very open to ideas!