You nailed it azz! I DO hope that ending includes a NEW R with XF but if that is not ever an option what am I doing with my life? I feel like the way it is now I will be holding onto the hope of that for the rest of my life? I may live to be 100 years old or I could be struck by lightning tomorrow...


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home