I agree with what Thornton said about the ups and downs. You will go back and forth and your feelings for her will reach peaks where you couldn't imagine being with her anymore to wanting her back. My advice would be to forget those feelings and just live your life right now. Feeling change over time and it's best not to make any decisions based on them. Just be careful about jumping to a new partner because it's possible it will be just to fill a void and you might not be ready emotionally. It's ok to feel alone and want intimacy, it's not ok to rush a new relationship and hurt someone else to make yourself feel good.


Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be