I get your point azzork. But i want to be clear that i have admitted to my mistakes i have stepped up. I have started changing things in my life to be a better person. I have become a strong spiritual person. I have done counseling for myself and my past. I was neglected as a child all my life, and i subconsciously transferred that negativity into my marriage. I have now realized that i never paid attention to her i never paid attention to my daughters. I was a silent abuser that little by little tore her heart from the inside. I have accepted my problem and have faced my issues. Ever since i got closer to God i have become stronger mentally, i have put myself in her shoes and i would have left as well. But again this marriage did not fall apart by itself. She also contributed by verbally and physiologically abuse me , by telling me things like im selfish, worthless, only think of yourself, good for nothing , eventually i believed she was right and i was all those things she mentioned. That is something she will have to realize herself. I wish is not too late when ever she does. i will get my L just for the rights of my daughters , if she wishes to get a divorce she can file for that herself. I fought for this relationship since day one, divorce wont be that easy like she thinks since she always gets her way from me.
