For some reason I didn't see this until now.

Thank you. I need to see this. My behavior has been very immature. And I can tell it pushes her away each time.

I believe what you said is exactly what is happening. She does deserve better and I do not think I am in a place where I can give it to her, this is something she even said.

I will work on myself. No more games.


M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.