Took a break from the boards to concentrate on a few other things.
Seems to me that our situation is far better. She's having occasional moments of doubt and nervousness, but it's nothing like it was...no spew. She's almost normal much of the time, and we're getting along great. She talks like we actually have a future. The IC she started really seems to be paying off.
Sex is still off, but my understanding is that it's one of the last things to come back. Is that true?
I find myself getting angry from time to time, not in any way that I show her, but I keep thinking the same thing...that this woman tried to fire me as her husband, separate me from my kids, toss me out of my home, sleep with other men in our bed (didn't actually try that, but wanted to), separate me from an extended family of inlaws that I had become quite attached to, and on top of it all, demanded at one point that I pay her for the experience.
If I couldn't forgive, I wouldn't still here, but I'll never forget.
Is this normal during piecing?
Ex Rzrback Me 43 Her 44 D11, D15 T21, M19 BD 9/9/2014 Piecing
Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood
