Tl2, I know that it could be from any number of reasons, including the state. You aren't being a downer. Still hoping for the best, and trying to expect nothing. I wonder how close I am to the point that I won't want her back. It kind of scares me how quickly my feelings are shifting. Almost like I got unstuck and fast forwarded all in one. Still miss the old her, and our being a family. Hurts to be a part time dad. I think I still want her. I know I want a better M than I had the last couple years. But, I am making plans for a life without her.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
