First Post, She just Left, Very unsure

[Shrike]

I have read DR and all of the homework but I get so caught up in the moment that I cant think straight. I will make it a priority to read again and slow down.

Yes I realize the mistakes after I make them. And now I feel like I cant go back. Like it will make me seem weak.

If I try to restore that connection with her again she will see me trying to make up for my actions.

I mean is it OK to ask to be unblocked and say i made a mistake, will it make me look like im big enough to admit when i am wrong, or will it have the opposite effect.