It was my birthday yesterday. I spent it with my H and his mother. She took us out for lunch.

So, my H got me a card. This is what it said.

My wonderful wife

Love is having fun together,
creating smiles in any weather...

Love is facing every day,
in synch each step along the way...

Love is taking time to feel
a closeness that's so deep and real...

Love is sharing all of life with you-
my heart, my friend, my wife.

Happy Birthday

Love H
Xoxo



So what do I make of that? He still told me last weekend that he does not want to be in a R, with me or anyone else, but he doesn't want to D. He wants to be alone. I'm ready to move on and then he throws that at me.

I move in 6 weeks. I don't know where I'm going to, not really sure where I want to go. Move closer to H, stay closer to my kids and mom. Really torn right now.


Di-mond in the rough
M-45 H-38
My children S-25 D-23
T 5 M 4
H left April Fools Day 2015

One day at a time!