Mona thanks, and you hit the nail on the head. I feel like we have been going through this for so long that it is time we sit down and work through this. I know we can sort out everything and even though it would take some time things will be great again.
It is just crazy that i feel this way and she may have zero feelings for me in that manner and it would be a huge wate of time. I guess in the end i just never believing in quitting something like that and with so much history and children i would do anything to make things work. I then look back to when i was younger and was dating someone and just decided over a period of time i wanted to be single and find someone else. Is this what she went through? I do know i eventually after leaving that person heard about her doing things and went back to her briefly. I ended up still feeling the same but she let me right back in and kept chasing me. I guess this is the dynamic in a nut shell, i wanted her when i thought she moved on, went back and she let me, then she kept pursuing and i was over it again.
crazy
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
