I have not been posting the past day or two because my life has been pretty uneventful. I had a good GAL weekend. Me and S4 had a great time last night (he tried on his Halloween costume and wouldn't take it off until he fell asleep).
In the dumps a little today, not near like it had been last week. Just missing the "normalcy" in my life. Missing my purpose in taking care of my family. And overall just feel bad because I know what XF is missing out on. While S4 and myself are living it up, doing all sorts of fun things and spending quality time, she is holed up in a one bedroom dump of an apartment. Letting her "misery loves company" friends drag her down and use her time and time again. (Right now she is helping one of them plan thier own wedding, this is a friend who was in charge of XF's baby shower and when my sister called to ask how she could help, was told that "friend" has no time or money for something so stupid and my sister should take the reins and just let her know when it is). But now all of a sudden the friend has a lot to do and it's XF's problem haha.
Not my problem, just frustrating to see her being used like this while pushing the people who actually care away???
Last edited by Uphill; 10/20/1501:06 PM.
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
