I can't help be upset for the fact that she is out there moving on, flirting, disregarding my feelings. I am working on forgiving it all, forgiving myself, her, her actions, my actions, everything. I honestly don't want to feel this way, and I promised myself that I won't let this turn me bitter, so I work on feeling my emotions and letting them go, but letting go isn't easy.
Would you feel better if you knew she was being eaten alive by guilt?
You are doing hard work. She's not. You will come through this a much better person. She won't.
Never think that the WW doesn't get "rewarded" for her actions. Just b/c you can't see it, doesn't mean anything.. Just b/c her pain may come on a different schedule, time clock, calendar, or wrapped differently.......doesn't mean it's not coming.
Outwardly, it may appear people get away with destruction, but personally, I believe it all comes back to bite them.........some way, some how.
If we are marching forward and start looking backward, guess what happens?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
