Lost and confused 2

[Clairee]

I'm working on my trust issues, but I didn't expect this to hit me like it did.

H called before going to bed to say good night. We chit chatted for a minute and then he told me that we were good, he said he knew I was struggling with trust and him being there and he would do whatever it took to show me I can trust him. Said that if I can't sleep or dream about it, to call him and he'll tell me again he's in our M 110% and he'll keep telling me that until I know and believe it.

He's really trying. It's me who is struggling. I'm trying to keep my PMA, my GAL & all that, this is just harder than I thought it would be.