Rough night. Dreamed that my WAW sat me down and explained that she really wasn't sure if she wanted a D or not. I asked if she would start wearing her ring again and she said she wasn't ready for that.
Woke up and realized that she's still living in my head somewhere if I'm still dreaming about her. More detaching is needed.
I've decided that the focus of this week is on the future, not on how I feel today even though I'm acknowledging it, and not on the past since that is history. Reading As's recommendation of Storms Can't Hurt The Sky has been both helpful in that it's giving me tools and perspectives, but also kind of hard since there are a lot of similarities between my story and the authors.
Focus = how amazing my life is going to be moving forward. Gotta keep that front and center today.
Here's to a good week for all of us DB'ers.
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M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17