What are some of the things other people did to help get past this? When they finally hear the truth?

I'm having a really hard time dealing with it.

I was drunk when I posted the above and when I got the info out of her. And now all the feelings are rushing in.

No more drinking I know that.

M: 29 W: 28
D: 8 S:1
M: 10 T: 11
BD1: 8//15 (physically separate)
Back together: 4/16
BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18)
Here we are again.