WAS or what (2)

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A few weeks ago W put on sideshow of our Marriage photos while her family were at the house. Yesterday she searched and took out the photo album itself to show the kids. She went through it talking about each photo while we were all together.

I'm not going to try and figure out her thinking but I find it strange. For the sideshow she was upbeat about the photos though after half an hour I caught a sad glimpse on her face. Yesterday she was in good form explaining everything to our sons.I participated but held back telling her how beautiful she was/is. I was relatively detached but our first married kiss got to me. I don't think I showed it. There was also something I regretted not doing on our wedding day,but I was not sure if it was the time to mention it so I didn't. I'm second guessing that.anyone any insights into why a WAW would twice in the last month show our wedding photos to people (even if yesterday was just our sons)? If Iwas checked out of my M as she definitely seems to be, I would never do that and if so only when alone. Both times she had to spend time finding them.

Our interactions were OK for the weekend but I was fairly busy with boys and other stuff, so relatively limited. I did mention I may look for a job as maybe it is for the best going; forward. I didn't state that our M situation was part of my reasoning. She wasn't cold about it but said it is up to me what I want to do. And it is.

Not much else to report except I really need this break away starting Wednesday. On Skype recently with another couple (w's friends,more than mine) I mentioned when I would be home. Her friend mentioned that I was flying out on our anniversary. I joked that it was the best present I could give her! We all laughed but in reality maybe there was no joke.

Got to go. All the best to anyone reading this.