Hi beckyb sorry that you are dealing with a cheating husband. According to my wife and her therapist my inability to meet my wife's emotional needs drove her into another man's arms. Initially I did blame myself but my time away from her has brought me a lot of clarity about our relationship. This is going to hurt for a while and all we can do is go through it and fix what is wrong with ourselves and try to find peace.
Rouky I don't know why the mornings are so difficult but I am dreading the rising of the sun. Maybe I need to wake up and think about what I will do each day like you are doing. Thanks for the reminder of having faced cancer and survived. This weekend for the first time in a long while I felt OK about the future. I had a couple of ladies call me and they are showing some pretty intense interest. I have told you that I am not quite ready for that. I did however meet one lady for a drink and had more fun that I thought that I would. I wish it could remain casual for now though. I wonder how long it will take until it is no longer strange to be out with someone other than my wife.
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
