Need advice for a WW who left Part 4

[dwh15]

V, you are an angel. I'll take those hugs. Just been a rough day today for some reason. Worst in a while. Maybe seeing WW's family brought up a bunch of old memories. I was happy to spend time with them but guess it had an impact. My father-in-law sent me a TM couple hours ago thanking me again for helping, and once again said I would always be family, and he loved me. I about broke down on the spot. I really do feel like that will always be my family, just as much as my own blood, but I hate that it has to be spending time with them w/o WW.

I just don't see how someone can think that giving up on 24 years together and taking a huge gamble on a guy you've known for a few months is going to make you happier in the long run. But I guess we all know that a WW isn't thinking logically, so there's no need to explain. I just wonder if she'll ever have a day she truly regrets her choices, and even if she does, will she be brave enough to own up to them, and try to work things out? I hate that I'm even thinking this way, as it feels like a setback to months ago. Really hoping to sleep well and wake up tomorrow feeling more detached than ever. Sometimes I don't think the pain is ever going away.